The girl that need to sail away

See that I need time, time for myself and nobody else. All this wrong paths surrounding me is breaking my heart and I can't believe I grew so far apart. This is my past knocking hard on my door but I will not answer neither open. I need to save myself and truly I am sorry if that means leaving you all behind. I know I will cry but it is foolish to settle for sadness and I know I would be wrong not to choose anybody but me. If I go I will go but remember I was here for a reason even if just for some time and that nothing was ever a lie.